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Story of My 5XL Life...

Grew up in a country where we live by strict conservative rules. Where we learnt to adapt to our surroundings. Finding solitude in what ever little things we did to enjoy our stay there.
I found mine at a very young age. No not food, but art. Built my passion around everything that had a touch of color and creativity. And when that was missing, I hit the next best thing, food.
There were many a times, when I had to fill in those empty time slots with scrumptious, mouth watering delicacies. Very soon I realised, food was the next best thing that's happened in my life.
Years passed by and my obsession with food grew along with my waiste line.
Been a heavy weight all my life. Faced a lot of obstacles, pain and sufferings. Fought my way through, and held my head high, despite the fact that I was mentally crushed every single time. Post schooling, I decided at some point in time that I should listen to my family and get some Nature Cure treatment. Succesfully lost 20 kgs in a month. Though that was quite a record breaking effort, didn't last long. in a few months I got back to square one. Made some good friends along the way.
Thanks to some of those buddies I began my career in advertising. Learnt to survive on my own terms, but that didn't change much of my eating habbits. In a couple of years, I took up basketball. Though I didn't loose much body mass, I maintained the flab around. Time passed, so did the years.
At one point in time, I went through a heavy loss. And my family helped me overcome that sorrow over a period of time. Devoted the rest of my life towards my goals and achievements (none of which had anything to do with my weight). Over the years, I was fortunate to meet the woman of my life. The one person who spinned the whole diet concept in my head.
My wife being a vegan, I began a partial vegan diet, and she slowly steered my diet to a more controlled, healthier lifestyle. Vegan was never my thing, but I tried to like it every way possible. My wife took great pains to prepare food to my liking. I fought my innerself, every single day. But the partial vegan diet was not helping much, because of my addiction issues. I was suffering from OCD - Obssesive Carbaddiction Disorder. Funny as it sounds, yes, I just couldn't keep my hands off simple silly carb food like breads, pitta bread, cakes and pasteries. Not much of a sugar craving person though I never refused any.

By thirty seven I developed Hypertension, Thyroid, and Cholestrol. Started on mild dosage medication to stabilize my condition. By this time, I have attempted multiple diets with temporary results. Nothing was permanent. Sleep apnea caught on a lot more stronger than before. The snoring was pretty nasty and disturbing. My wife had to put up with a lot for ten solid years. My highest recorded weight was 194 kgs (428 lbs). And that was the turning point, the awakening, my wake up call. We decided to go ahead and do some drastic step and reverse my condition once in for all.
A few months into agressive online research, my wife concluded that Bariatric Surgery was my ticket out. We contacted a few people, asked around, mailed a few doctors, and opted to go ahead with Bariatric Gastic Sleeve (Vertical Sleeve Gastrectomy).
Upon further research, we decided to opt for India, as our grounds for this procedure, due to the cost factor. We paid a visit to one of the famous south Indian doctors at a medical university/hospital in Kerala, India. Due to personal disagreements we dropped the plan, and decided to dig deeper. Eventually found two other famous doctors in the north of India. Upon consulting with both doctors, we felt comfortable with the former one, who apparently was by far the best. I was apparently a bit apprehensive to go under the knife. Having no previous surgical or hospitalization experience, and having heard thousands of stories from a dozen doctors or so within my family, I was a bit sceptical, and to make things more favourable, the agency I worked for was facing a foreclosure. I was forced to abandon all my plans and once again take neccesary steps to secure our future.
Two years past, and it was some time in July 2013, I got this sudden urge to go under the knife and get it over with. Did not even consult my wife, because any further discussion would only change my mind further. I just took out my laptop and emailed the doctor about my plans to go ahead with the surgery.